Well... merry Christmas I guess...
18 years old. Lives in a small village in Illinois.
Ever since I picked up a pencil drawing has been my passion. When I was young I was always drawing something. A lot of my ideas come from TV, games, and other artists.
The idea of creating something with my hands has always fascinated me. Though I'm not very good at it I'm striving to become better...
But a lot of obstacles stand in my way.
Anxiety is my biggest threat and it's only getting worse. I struggle to make a simple conversation with anyone I meet. Standing in front of a class room to do a presentation is my definition of a living hell. I even get worried about receiving negative comments on my artwork before I even upload it.
Unsupportive "friends" and family are another issue. Mother always tells me I'm capable of great things then talks shit about me behind my back. Kids at school love to harass me. Unable to fight back all I can do is tune them out... It never works....
But even with these obstacles I must push on, it's my only hope.
PS: if you messenge me or leave a note I may not see it. Mobile version of deviantart lacks a lot of these features.
My Reddit Account is cbundy99. Going to start posting stuff there.